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you have stumbled upon the secret diary of jiali :D

welcome.

29th May, 2009
Dear Diary,

i went to the singapore flyer on a friday and that is why this notebook you've looking at now has a post-it-note stuck to it saying 'flyer friday'. i think alliterations are awesome, dont you think so too? i hope you do, 'cause if not i'll attempt to crush you with my little pinky. it tells me to remember the sweet times i've had with a guy called zhnqn. that's his name with the vowels stashed out. i hope i can remember his name and his face and his shoulder and his big big palm that i used to hold, should i turn old and get stricken by dementia someday.

it sounds creepy to be old, doesn't it? D:
we ate yummy red strawberries coated with dark chocolate as adults call 'fondue'. i think they really nice and i like them alot. mayb someday i'll open a chocolatier and i'll name it zhnqn. people wont know how to pronounce it and that's gnna be the cool thing about it :D

zHnQn. ZhNqN. ZHNQN. zhnqn.
sounds good any way, doesnt it! :D

k tht's th end for today i hope i wont get dementia when i grow old.
byebye.

xoxo,
♥ jiali

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CHALET! so soon.

Sunday, June 17, 2007 @ 8:28 PM

so near, yet so far.

the CHALET! haha i've been waiting my whole half year for this chalet alr. and it's finally like TMRW. haha. yay-ness. but i've got some dumb c lesson on the 19th. which leaves me with like only after about 12 to be free with my class.

but i've got no clue wad i'm going to do for day2. my clique is like utterly gone. wz is not even going for the whole chalet itself. but she's my partner! how unreasonable can lijie go la, like wtf. and what's the point of me going back when my whole clique is not there.. genie, kz, zq, they all have cca too. yess- it's the same as me, from 9 but they end much later and are not going back.

it's a class chalet! what's a class chalet when only like half the class instead of the whole class is there? what's the point, totally?! and peeeps start asking me why they needa pay for chalet even though they are not going. makes me pull my hair. i think i need beijing101 already.

it's like if you dont go, you'll still hvta pay cos. cos. it's a class chalet! it's to bond the class, and when you are part of the class, you would hvta pay right. does it make sense. i terribly hope so.

now i srsly know how leeyin and alan felt when they were in-charge last year. it was not an easy task. not at all. furthurmore, the 1achoo was one that was totally not bonded. totally, i swear. it was like until this year that we could see the gals really willing to go all out for our class. the guys, well uhh, maybe. but we still cant talk well.

and the worst thing of talking to the class is that the reply is no reply. and it gets terrible w/o ernest chia around. no one talks. or rather, they talk amongst themselves. put their shoes into mine and yz's! how would they feel if they are being totally ignored by a bunch of 31ppl. how would you feel?!

and i really understand how leeyin and alan felt before. arghh-

total silence.
total rejection.
as if you are talking to a huge mountain.
but there is no echo. not at all.