29th May, 2009
Dear Diary,
i went to the singapore flyer on a friday and that is why this notebook you've looking at now has a post-it-note stuck to it saying 'flyer friday'. i think alliterations are awesome, dont you think so too? i hope you do, 'cause if not i'll attempt to crush you with my little pinky. it tells me to remember the sweet times i've had with a guy called zhnqn. that's his name with the vowels stashed out. i hope i can remember his name and his face and his shoulder and his big big palm that i used to hold, should i turn old and get stricken by dementia someday.
it sounds creepy to be old, doesn't it? D:
we ate yummy red strawberries coated with dark chocolate as adults call 'fondue'. i think they really nice and i like them alot. mayb someday i'll open a chocolatier and i'll name it zhnqn. people wont know how to pronounce it and that's gnna be the cool thing about it :D
zHnQn. ZhNqN. ZHNQN. zhnqn.
sounds good any way, doesnt it! :D
k tht's th end for today i hope i wont get dementia when i grow old.
byebye.
xoxo,
♥ jiali
hello and i am jiali. super sixteen going on sexayee s'venteen. i am the average girl you see on th streets, clad in shorts/fbts. you can add me on msn at glitter_sky93@hotmail.com. sixteenth february marks the start of her life and smthg more than wht you think is special.
my life is rigidly held by njc(ip) and i am currently drowning in midst of mad math homework and assignments/projects aplenty.
in short, i have no life and i miss my days in rv.
♥ snsd/taeyeon/yuri
♥ orange &black &purple.
♥ 08ip04 (JH404 whatevers).
♥ airen.
♥ njco/liuqin (mates).
♥ 2attitude-d'o7.
♥ A707.
♥ rvinfocomm.
♥ rvinteract.
♥ dark chocolate.
♥ marshmallows.
♥ glowsticks.
♥ bowling.
♥ stars.
♥ starbucks.
♥ honeystars.
♥ jellybeans &doughnutxz.
♥ red hawtt ferrari vroom vrooms!.
my current boyf has a super hot tan (haha, very chaotah),
can sing me songs,
can send me messages,
and can even walk together with me hand in hand.
in fact, he also this really pink heart right thr on th left side.
he still can remind me of things to do.
he's my alarm as well :D any idea who he is? {:
let me officially introduce to you, my Sony Ericsson W580i, Boulevard Black. :D
okay. i shant talk about the emo stuffs first. i did in school bowling. sounded prettaye boring but the part after the theory was reallaye fun!!! :DD and i learnt how to bowl in the pro-style. SO COOL! :D hahah how i look forward to wed. our class is going bowling after the ancient.civilisation.museum thingum! UBER EXCITED.
but i cant help thinking of emo stuffs. just like what mellu said:
"Sat and listened to songs on the bus. My mind suddenly started to wander all over the place, from what happened between 1.45 and 2.30 today, to Jia Li and stuffs, to ComClub, to other... stuffs.Tears found its way onto my cheeks, but there's nothing and no one to wipe them away for me. Besides QQ that is."
How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I...
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
how do i live w.o you, my dear dahhlings.
how i do i live w.o you all. i want to know
fine. i feel prettaye hopeless. first, i've made up my mind to settle all the stuffs before the next cca session. cos i know that if i do that whn cca starts, it'll make my heart waver evn more. it'll make my heart break evn more. if i decide fast enough, there would be no way for me to change my decision. or to turn back the time. i want myself to regret. but not to let myself suffer evn more by deciding like that.
because i know that would make my heart break evn more.
i have made up my mind. and i have hopes for others to respect my decision. i wnt to leave happily. with a huge smile. not a tear-smeared face. i've let my tears fall cos of this before. right in frnt of the club. just before the exco speech.
and i dont wish for that to happen. evr again.
please dont make my heart waver.
because im afraid.
that i would break down the next cca session.
my mind- is set. to leave.
i know this reallaye is an irresponsible action. curse and swear if you want to. but please dont cry for me. i dont wna leave with a tear-smeared face. i dont wish to see you all with tear-smeared faces either. lead on comclub with an extremely happy and rocking attitude. be sure, i would always be there for all of you.
because, she knows:
YSHE LOVES RVCOMCLUB FOREVER;
and this will remain the truth so long she's in this world.
me facebook friendster!.
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