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you have stumbled upon the secret diary of jiali :D

welcome.

29th May, 2009
Dear Diary,

i went to the singapore flyer on a friday and that is why this notebook you've looking at now has a post-it-note stuck to it saying 'flyer friday'. i think alliterations are awesome, dont you think so too? i hope you do, 'cause if not i'll attempt to crush you with my little pinky. it tells me to remember the sweet times i've had with a guy called zhnqn. that's his name with the vowels stashed out. i hope i can remember his name and his face and his shoulder and his big big palm that i used to hold, should i turn old and get stricken by dementia someday.

it sounds creepy to be old, doesn't it? D:
we ate yummy red strawberries coated with dark chocolate as adults call 'fondue'. i think they really nice and i like them alot. mayb someday i'll open a chocolatier and i'll name it zhnqn. people wont know how to pronounce it and that's gnna be the cool thing about it :D

zHnQn. ZhNqN. ZHNQN. zhnqn.
sounds good any way, doesnt it! :D

k tht's th end for today i hope i wont get dementia when i grow old.
byebye.

xoxo,
♥ jiali

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Friday, July 06, 2007 @ 11:18 PM

the taiwan ppl are fun! haha but too bad it's their last day le. they were must easier to communicate with compared to the jap ppl. MUCH easier. cos they also spoke chinese. our common language :DD

im going for the nj interview like tmrw lah D:

what really makes it unbearable to leave rv is the fact that im a part of the excos, and i know there is a certain sense of responsibility, commitment and perhaps also achievement that really urges me not to leave.

shuyinn and i were having a talk with the year1s about their attitude and all. what we really wanted was a change in their attitude. i still can remember mrs look telling us sth that i really opened my ears to listen to. what she said was actually about how attitude shapes outcome, and how we would understand a circumstance only if we were put in the shoes of others. it just depends on how you look through the window. your perspective. this is seriously the first time im listening to her lesson.

what we really wanted from our them, was just actually, really, their respect for us, and a change in their attitude. also, if we ever leave comclub, we want them to continue leading on with pride and joy. even though com club may not have been their first choice in the very first place, we really hope that in the end, they would smile and tell others that, “hey, if i were given another chance, i would surely make comclub my first choice..”

shuyinn and i spent quite some time preparing for what we wanted to tell them. when they went for break, we were the ones sacrificing our breaktime just to prepare for what to say. just to think of ways to rectify the problems. after the whole talk, we hoped that what we had said gone into their heads, and we expected them to reflect and know what it was like if they were in the shoes of the excos.

in the end, it’s really the sweet smell of satisfaction that won the day. it would really touch me if we see that they are willing to give a change after what everything.

and lastly. just wanna say.

IM NOT SO EMO AFTER OUR EMO-TALK! :D