serming's blog post.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
@ 11:37 PM
just read serming's blog post. making his posts never fails to makes me emo. and that's wad i call passing the EMO-germ to me. rahh.
his friends left him. for another school. his bestest friends of all his friends. and he's now left w only one 'good friend' in rv.
it made me stop to think.
&"when you're gone" by avril was playing on my mp3.
"when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.."i couldnt help. but.
feel tears. in my eyes. again.
whn all's quiet around me.
whn all are asleep.
my tears rolled down.
giving in to gravity.
"when you walk away,i count the steps that you take..."i wiped my tears. gently.
and rmbed our conf.
the three of us. whn ____ wanted to backout.
i thought there would be someone to accompany me.
someone who could endure w me together those
superBORING jap lessons.
i thought.those were all my thinkings.
they were only
mine.
standing oh-so-ALONE.
in the middle of the valley.
filled with nothing.
but whn you scream out loud.
you hear the echo.
screaming back all your rants at you.
and you'll feel evn.
w.o.r.s.e.w the emptiness;
and the vastness.
&im switching back to the emo mode again.and msn-ed ____ too. after the conference.
while putting tgt my darned chi script.
____'s going too, and we're both kindof sadded.
&we've promised each other to come back as often as possible.
&i'll train myself to be strongg.
&i can live my life w/o ____.
&i'll have a brand new start.
i'll needa get over our past.
and hop on a brand new ride.
over at the other side of the island.
&one emo song again playing from my ipod again.
"Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through"