njrc sucks.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
@ 8:10 PM
JIALI officially proclaims that:
NJRC JUDGES ARE COCK-EYEDD.
wlao eh.
so what if admiralty did better than us?!
so what if they were on dayONE?!
so what if they had better booths than us?!
so what if they sold things and we didnt?!
so what if their design was much nicer than ours?!
so what if they won best booth?!
so what?! i freaking
need an answer.
it's not that we lost.
it's not that im a sore loser.
it's not that i dont like losing.
it's not that i hate them.
CARPEDIEM had worked hard.
suria knw we had.
carpediem knw we had.
i knw we had.
&im just a
little disappointed.
&just a
little fallen.
only beaten by a small
little bit.
whn i got on my dad's car;
tears barely dry.
my parents were like "
did you win anything?"
and a soft "
no" fell on their ears.
thr they went, saying that i shld have concentrated on mugging, and put th competition only after my studies.
but i controlled. not to let them fall anymore.
tears dont fall for no reason, they seriously dont.yet, they didnt tear for the above reason.
they teared, for a reason, an
untellable reason.
a reason, that i cnnt tell anyone.
for now.
&for now, i shall pretend that im a
MUTE.
JIALI- the mute, who cries for a reason you ALL cnnt know.
like wadeva.
for some moment, the closest to her couldnt know.
for some moment, she was feeling insecure.
for that particular moment.
that one very moment,
whn she burst out.
trying to hide her tears.
for she doesnt know what would happen.
whn she's gone.NO MATTER WHAT THE OUTCOME IS.
WE TH EXCOS, WILL DO OUR V BEST.
SUCH THAT NOTHING UNTOWARD WOULD HAPPEN TO RVCOMCLUB.
SUCH THAT NOTHING WOULD CAUSE US TO CRUMBLE AND FALL.
comclub♥
dont make me cry for you.
again, and again.
im not gna whisper a single word about what suria told us excos.
ohdarned. my cid has a report.
my cid has a presentation with no script.
my cid has NOT a single product.
we're so darned scrwd up.