shadow of the day.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
@ 12:05 AM
Shadow Of The Day- Linkin Park.
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
And the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you...
In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..
And the shadow after the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you.
******
i dont know what im doing on a friday night.
no, it's alr a saturday morning :/
at 12:09am.
great, i guess i need sleep instead of listening to songs/blogging now.
please, im not even practicing my speech for tmrw :X
******
i cnt seem to think of anythg to write about the good/bad thgs about blogging for sihan.
i can write it in english (duh, it was eoy essay last year-.-).
but chinese is absolutely NO-NO, for goodness' sake.
i am so freaking dead D:
'cause higher chinese used to be my a1 subject.
i cld sleep through the lesson, get my phone confiscated,
and i wont scrape through th tests.
because i'd score so well.
and look what i've done.
now it's getting just as sucky as the other subjects.
i need peer-tutoring, but i wont have the time.
i dont think thr's actually chinese remedial/peer-tutoring.
seriously, this sucks.
im rushing so much i've forgotten what i should do.
jiali has lost all her organization skills all of a sudden.
what happened to all those fun she once had,
what happened to all those times when she slacked.
she doesnt know why this happens, not at all.
suddenly, it's like everythg's just so messed up;
so complicated.
all in such a pathetic state.
i cant even celebrate my own birthday in a manner glam-mer than going for public speaking on a saturday.
and now, i tell you.
seriously, nthg can beat this.
im screwing up life in NJ, really, really, badly.
******
i just wish i can not give a fuck about such thgs anymore.
but unfortunately, i can't.
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cause it really kills you inside to see that your classmates are doing way better than you.
you dont do badly cause you didnt study for yr test.
you studied, but you flunked.
now, tell me what's the point of learning.
for i see no point at all.